time flies by when you're having fun- or so they say -.-'

t-minus 6 days and counting. Where did the time go? It seems like it was just yesterday when we were all seniors in high school going "let's make this the best year ever blah blah blah..." and now we're all going to be freshmen at universities and colleges across the world. Last year we were all on top of the world and this year we're not. It's going to be a big change but we did it before (think back to grade 9) and we sure as hell can do it again.

tomorrow, tomorrow, i love you tomorrow...NOT

So today the countdown until moving day is at 10 ! Like I know I just wrote my first blog yesterday but ten seems alot less than eleven. It sounds weird right? But I already established that I'm weird like that. Anyways tomorrow I will be attending my first going away party for one of my closest friends. Steph and I have been friends since grade school and now she's moving away to a totally different city as well. I think I'm sad because I know that my friends that are staying in Windsor will be easier to see than Steph who's moving away to Hamilton. What if we don't come back to Windsor at the same time ?! What if I completely lose contact with her ?! This is so sad and I'm not sure I'll be able to handle it tomorrow. I'd like to say that SobFest '09 officially starts tomorrow night :(

so i'm not exactly sure of what i'm doing but that's okay

So it's now starting to hit me- I leave for school in 11 days ! I'm kind of excited but I'm REALLY nervous! I've always said that I wanted to leave this small city but now that I actually am leaving, I'm not sure if this is what I really want. I'm kind of weird like that :) I hope the Big O will be exactly what I need and more. I'm hoping that it's going to be a total blast and I'm also hoping that I won't be a total loner. Oh well even if I make no friends, I'll still have Alisston with me :)