so i'm not exactly sure of what i'm doing but that's okay

So it's now starting to hit me- I leave for school in 11 days ! I'm kind of excited but I'm REALLY nervous! I've always said that I wanted to leave this small city but now that I actually am leaving, I'm not sure if this is what I really want. I'm kind of weird like that :) I hope the Big O will be exactly what I need and more. I'm hoping that it's going to be a total blast and I'm also hoping that I won't be a total loner. Oh well even if I make no friends, I'll still have Alisston with me :)